को सबै प्रकाशनहरु Salina Puri । Butwal , Nepal
A growing teenage girl
August 19 2021,
She tries to portray in this article that what she believes and suffers in school time and she is believing college life surviving her life. In our case, the situation became distinct due to covid 19 and we end up our schooling without saying goodbye to friends. I used to stay in a hostel and I am doing great in my life my grades are unhurriedly heightening and teachers always use to compliment me saying that I am a hardworking active student. Unexpectedly covid 19 rises all over the world and government declared openly to stop all the college, school, temple, public, common places and postponed later on it cancelled and our hostel teachers send us back home. Our family have designed to travel several places after my see examination. Everything was razed due to covid 19. I locked up in my home for 1 year where I discovered a lot during this year. Possibly this is my turning point in life. I was in trauma for some months and I am going through the dark for some months where I realized that the meaning of some part and meaning of life. I meet myself and found myself. Either she shows or not she used to bother by other words during schooling but nowadays she doesn't let other words bother her. She is deaf for completely she focuses on herself carrying a god. others opinion on her matters the most and she used to hurt herself listening to others but nowadays she doesn't. She used to regrets in life but nowadays she only sees gratitude. Directly or indirectly she wants and she used to focus on people and wants to satisfy but now she satisfies herself. It was never a requirement to satisfy others.
She has not any idea about self-love during school time but nowadays she loves herself and only others. Her priority list is herself. When she was in schooling she used to believe that that person who get good grades only success in life but nowadays she understands that that person who does lots of struggle and has right decision direction can succeed in life. I surmise that path is much more essential. She always looked for good. She no longer looks for the good in people she searches for the real because while good is often dressed in fake clothing real is naked and proud no matter the scars. In her schooling time, she makes decisions according to others opinions no matter how she is hurting she looks for others. But nowadays she asks for herself and only took any decision. she makes a decision so carefully. Yeah, she used to judge people during schooling very minor compared to her friends but nowadays she does not judge anybody. When she cannot see the truth from her eyes she uses her wisdom to see things and try to find a solution. She is prospering for success. Through this small article, I want to deliver knowledge that in our school chapter we must provide knowledge about self-love and how to handle ourselves while we are hurt by others, she was always an unconfident child nowadays she is enough confident even she talks and speak less but when she requires to speak she speak for herself. She realized that we must love ourselves before being loved by anybody else and loving anyone else. Day by day She is learning. I speak highly of myself. I am not who I was a year ago I don't know who I am today I can't piece any of it together. But this is the right place to be. In my darkest way, I saw the hope of light. My anxiety and insecurities went away. At last, I feel that you must hurt to know fall to grow to lose to gain most of the greatest lessons are learned from pain. Day by day she is maturing even more and more.
To be continued this is my first article and I have written without thinking possibly I will do my best and write my best in next months thank-you for reading.